090909 ...
a date that i never pay attention to ..
thats why i have spend with a guy that i unexpected ...
take it exactly , is two guys ..
one is quite good with me geh , Ah tao ..
and another i not really familiar with geh , Ah zai ..
recently i really often interact with Ah Tao ..
a guy that now will make me more reliase while together ..
last few week make me feel happy geh R leh ??
between us , seen like something happen ..
what is it ? i dont wish to know ..
but i know is , because of R , i lost my career ..
i really not expected that would be so serious ..
what can i do ? that time is myself willing to help him ..
everytime also like this , i help others , will harm myself ..
couldnt be deny , i do a lot for R ..
myself also not expected .. some himself know that ..
but some , he dont know i think ..
better leave off !!
i dont think so it will be good as he know that ..
life really suck !!
for me , friends now really annoying me ...
except of chin yee and yeet mei ..
i love them ..
others der .. headache ..
erm .. can i ask one question ?
why nows a day , seen like dont have pure friendship between girl and boy der leh ??
why must become couple der mie ??
weird .!!!!!!