Yesterday i have been sick again ~ dunno why the sickness like to follow me ... sweat ..=___=!!!
Thats why i have swift off my phone all the time till today afternoon to
make sure no disturbing while i rest i sleep ...
Again , i know the guy lie to me again .. this time i never say any never
ask any cause i know he wont admit .. if i still ask , will only end up with
both of us argue ... leave it n better save my energy .. i feel bored with
this situation ... but i tell myself no more no more next time to trust
him ... i really heart break n dissapointed to u ... actually i wish to ask
u .. " dont u be tired telling lie all the time ?" i feel sympathy at you ...
Last Sunday i went to KLCC to have a concert ... a Japanese Soprano & a
Tenor ... is great awesome ! After the concert , we had tea time at there
too ... then , we went sg.wang seem my friends wana collect his dvd at
there ... i like to hang around there but this time.. cause all the time im in
a formal dress n a sibeh high heel after the concert ... no time for me to
have a change ... Y_Y .. really kill to shopping like this .. beside that , got
a incident more geng ! that is : after shop at sg.wang , we decided to go
Lot10 to have a look at Apple store seem i wana get a ipad ... then we
cross the road walk opposite ... while crossing the busy road , dunno
why , i couldnt see any cars and straightaway i wana cross till a honk sh
ock me only i notice those cars is coming forward to me ... wth ! luckily
my friend hold me back quickly , if not , i have to say bye bye to all of u a
nd waiting u all come to heaven and find me .. appreciate !
GOD BLESS ME
The day after that , i hide myself and have a good good rest to recharge
myself and think bout myself !
1: what is the point i leave ?
2: what should i do at the following time ?
3: what i want actually ?
4: is myself happy all the time ?
5:can i drop michael tan away and never look back again ?
6:should i oversea futher up my study and have a new start ?
7:or should i stay back local ?
8:should i start a new relationship ?
All this question i ask to myself , i dint get a answer !
But for sure , i will currently do the best for my career , concerntrate on
my singing exam , take good good care of myself so that not easily to get
sick , and always be more careful so that i wont fall down and hurt
myself again ...
Thank You Mr Loon Loon Loonzzzzzz...
You are my happy machine ! although sometimes i will because of you
become blur and sometimes will be unhappy coz what u have did ... but
couldnt deny , i feel glad u always beside me and always there for me ...
but hor , can you pick up the phone faster mar ? i really really hate to
call you der lek ... u r the only one who always not pick up the call ....
Grrrrrrrrr....
Dunno what i write tim ... my brain have stuck n jam ... so .. whatever lal ... hehehehehehe...
♥Name ♥ Sing Yee♥.
May 2009
