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♥ Thursday, July 8, 2010

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Have been long long time i never update my blog ..

But is ok so .. cause seen that it just like a dead blog !

This few month , many many incidents had happened in my life ..

The most terrible incident not related with my boyfriend , not related with my

family , not related with my friends but my X BOYFRIEND !

How terrible he is ! for the past until he hurt me so deep until we become

stranger , i never blame ! and i told others he is a good guy a good boyfriend !

but what the fuck he did to me for now ?

once again , he hurt me so deep ! i feel heart-breaking to this guy ! nop ! for me ,

he is now as fucker ! and his current gf , they could get the best imagination

reward ! stupid enough ! doing bad stuff still wana say others !

IGNORE ! they are not important ! just some idiot that past by my life !

COMES ! my current boyfriend ! i do love him , heart him .. my girls , you all know ?

I know what you all did is just want to protect me from being injured ! but do you

ever think before my feeling ? you know how much i miss him ?

You all said that he is bad .. i know sometimes he is .. but i know he heart me

too .. i could feel that .. he so got the moment of loving me , protecting me ,

calm me down , teaching me .. he got his good way that you all could not see .. he

likes to bully me , fight with me ! but isnt that you(pp) and ah how ? honestly ,

for me , ah how not good so .. i dislike his attitude ! he is childish for me ! his

thinking is terrible ! so what ? you want to break with him ? im sorry ah how !

this really my words in my heart ! and i appologize to michael my dar , cause many

many times im not trusted at him .. i wondering bout him .. and everytime i have

misunderstanding him .. he not even lie to me but for surtain things lal .. his

lie just a small deal eg. yam cha and go on9 ..

You all know how suffering for me when you(pp) said that want to break-off

friendship with me as i still not awake as i still stick with him .. it so hurt !

remember how you did in the past while you and your x ? remember how RON said ? you

are willing to trust your bf and sastrified him .. actually i want to tell you !

his thinking same as mine ! and actually our friendship had over seem that moment !

you already not trusted at me ! and so do i ! i know we know that in each of

ourself ! im sorry ! your lao po actually started from long long time ago already

not me but somebodyelse ! and so im not your bestie anymore ! all could blame i

think is the century fucker koo ! i will always remember the beautiful memories we

had in secondary school !

that day i saw a post shout from other !

" As we growing bigger and getting elder , the friend of us will be less !"

How woderful of this sentences ! i totally agreed with it ! plus , nows a day , the

people in this world become more and more reality ! all friendship built up with

benefit connection but not true heart ! for protecting myself , sometimes i choose

to stay at home watch drama , on9 , play piano .. isnt that more better ? i know you

(pp) think and mention before , my world is too small ! i should know more new

friend and try to connect with others more .. but i really dont like ! may be im

thats lazy .. and michael's incident make me learn a lot ! and he teach me a lot !

and so .. actually my world not small that you think ! i jointed-to many people

thats in musical road .. we always keep-in-touch ! i love them ! and the friends

that sing with me ! i heart them so much ! thats enough to me ! as true friend , we

need not to hang out evryday need not contact everyday cause we know each other by

heart ! but remember that not ever any lie !

i dont know that the words that i want to transmit to you , you get it or not ! but

thats all my words to you ! im sorry if i hurt you !

Erm .. and im wondering .. is it that a relationship should be continue as it is

hapiness and end it up while is feeling suffering ? drop your partner while he/she

in trouble ? drop your partner while you feel that is unvalueable ? drop your

partner as you feel suferring ? why not together get a solution ? why not we share

the hardship ? why not we built a beautiful future ? A relationship become

valuevable and memorable as it had go through the sweet , sour , bitter , spicy !

doesnt it ?

As a true friend , please dont tied my freedom .. tq very much ! and im sorry !

10:09 PM