this few weeks really a lot of incidents come to me ..
exspecially that 1 !!
but , unfortunately , i cant tell anyone of u !!
this is a promise to him , and a secret of us !!
actually i really wish to tell out , cause is really hard to keep a secret like this ..
everytime when i think back , i must ask myself ..
" why should you play a idiot game like this ?"
" are you now regretting ?"
but .. no matter ask myself how many hundred thousand times ,
i also cannot give myself an answer ..
i hate myself !!!
few days ago .. i had have a joke with a guy ..
may be really overmuch , so he like get angry or what ? i duno ..
at 1st , i wish to just ignore him ..
but at the end .. i couldnt .. he just like my good fren , my good partner ..
i just could say sorry ..
but .. is it just really a joke ??
i dont wish to think so much already !!
thats why this two days i follow ah tao go to the bukit pelindung and have a walk ..
exercising and relaxing my mind ..
feel much much better after that ..
and feel very reliase while we walking in the rain ..
walao !! suddenly rainning ...
anywhere .. thanks , ah tao
♥Name ♥ Sing Yee♥.
May 2009
