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♥ Thursday, December 10, 2009

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Remember that few days ago , I couldnt get dear ..

Then the day after , he sms me and call me

He told me that got another girl is giving him an offer

Without a second , i hang up his call and i have cried

Then i sent him a message , " i will let you go as if you wish !"

After that , i called to my best friend , chin yee

I have told her all the incident

And at the end , she told me , just go on and hold tight if you really like him

Ya .. then i told him whats on my mind .. he so told me whats his mind

He just said , " I have lost because of you ! I have lost because of love !! "

So , is it that he have lost because of love me ? Or what ?

I really not understand , and i cnt get him ..

I dint ask though ..

Cause i really not dare ..just wish to be like this ..

For this few days we are okok ..

And im have been badly sick .. till now also ..

Now okok jor lar ..

He has been caring me , advising me ...

I feel hapiness he with me ..

Yesterday , i dont know what happen to myself

I told him that i wish to back to my normal life ..

He ask me why , I dont know

He too close with me ..

I too close with him ..

But you all know , he told me before , we could be lover but couple

I could find another guy , and he will also find another girl that more suit him

So ... will i get the sense of security from you ..

Yesterday we again talk quite long time on the phone again .

And in a sudden , he told me , his elder sis ask bout me ..

And ask that he just take me to play play or seriesly ?

I ask back , so what you answer ?

He said i must be said im seriesly .. if not i wont bring her back home ..

Oooh .. he will make me crazy ..

If as he said is seriesly , why you said you will still keep looking for other girl ?

So , today i ask him this problem ..

And he get angry without any reason !!!

What he angry at ??

Is so weird !!!

You dont tell , i wont know , dear ...

Im not a God !!

And i dont wish to keep gueesing ...

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