Its Sunday Monday ... as usual , i get late again cause i really tired and
sleepy ... thats why over sleep ... hehe ..
After my quick prepare , went for quick breakfast ... have to be quick
quick quick so i wont be late for my work ... teaching singing at
10:30am ... HUH ... sempat lagi ... ngam ngam hor ...
10:30am reach there ... as usual practice , i will let them " open voice"
1st .. everything seem well and ok untill one of student suddenlly
pengsan toward to me , and she had knock her forehead to
the piano ... i tak sempat to hold her cause that time i playing the
piano ... but still luckily i hold her before she fall to the floor so that no
more crash ... GOD ! this is really shock me ... without
thinking , after put her to my mum , i called her parents .. but .. isssh ...
couldnt contact up .. my
student just looked very very da weak n she totally no more energy even
spoke a word also
cnt ... pity her ... dun care anymore , my mum straightaway drive her to
the hospital and i force
to stay back to continue teaching ... but then i still keep calling her
parents ... finally get her
parents and noticed by my mum , my student ok ok d ... thanks GOD !
and after that , my mum told me the reason she pengsan ... caused by "
gastric" ! she is just 8/9 years old ... haizh ... still so young lel ..
get gastric ... @@
Today , the stupid devil promise take me to Gambang waterpark der ...
cause i very very
unhappy n upset ... but then when almost time to go , he called up and
tell he still doing his
stuff ... cannot go jor ... Grrrrrrrrr........ make me lagi unhappy ... i have
been early prepared for
that lel ... sienz jor ... no mood d ...
Count count .. today is the 3rd day i lost contact with him ... from the
start of feeling kinda
worry , unhappy , nervous to now ... i give up .. i no feeling ... i
dissapointed ... is ok der ... i know
der ... no worry ... [ when you wana come in my world , you are
welcome ; when you wana leave my world , i will just say goodbye ] ...
this is the term me to you ... i remember ...
Justnow i drive out , pick up my fren , went yc at padi ... then we went to
the beach that nearby
tembeling resort ... i like the view at there ... we off the car enjine , put
down bit bit window and
stay in the car ... i then looking at the view the sea ... i lost my mind ...
leave it blank ... my fren
just sleep at my side ... while i keep blank my mind ... i wish to to cry but i
cnt ... untill i get back
my mind is after almost 1 hour .. haha .. after drive my fren back i also
back home ... while
driving back .. finally my tears drop ... this is the 1st time i cry for you ,
and will be the last time ..
and i remind myself ... everything will be alright .. will be just ok after
cry ...
I will start all over again ... i will make it ! SING YEE will make it ! A lot of
Love is always
surrouding you ...
♥Name ♥ Sing Yee♥.
May 2009
